time will make a hero surface within

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

this few days everybody have been falling sick.
today three people were sick and in the morning my brother fell ill ):
sad life. if not those that are in school either have cough or running nose or those minor type of sickness.
nad somehow i had none so i spent half my time today listening to people whinning about how irritating it was.
heh heh. of course i know (and i think i forgot) how it feels like to get sick.
sucks ): hahaha.
anyways finally i can use my computer after dont know how long cause my connection was down after i moved house and i was busy packing my room so i had no time.
i think im getting from bad to worse lor.
so depressing. i cant seem to get things sorted out
since the starting of the week i have been falling SOUNDLY asleep in class for at least one hour and thats bad enough.
or more like worse.
i mean i used to seldom fall asleep in class and even if i do so i wouldnt fall soundly asleep.
half my brain would be still listening so i dont miss out much.
rahhhh. these two days i have been sleeping so soundly i didnt know what was going on. ):
must be cause of where i sit. its a nice place to sleep (:
haahah. i shall not sleep anymore cause i dont want to miss out on any physics or chinese lessons since i have been sleeping through them.
anyways, band was alright today. at elast nothing much happened.
sec ones had combine with mr ong in the forum and they got two breaks if im not wrong.
then haiching and ayu didnt come so left me christine charlyne and cheryl.
all start with c one except me (:
we were self practising till like 6pm when we were combined.
for once i was wanting to have combine cause i was very bored.
i got "dunked" by charlyne cause she poured water on my head and my rubber band kena stolen my the euphos.
then christine and them had a fight on the road with my rubber band and they pull it until now lose lose (: haha.
then when i told them not to pull they pull even more -_-
i wonder how instructions got by.
played the last part of hannukah for combine then i waited for my mama to fetch my home (:
heh heh. okayy. im suppose to be doing my homework(:

its high time i buck up

black&white makes grey. @9:39 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

sometimes i dont know how my mother thinks.
poofy. i got another lecture for no reason again.
cause of this one silly thing i did.
its on this fine day that i decided to doze off for 10mins so i wont fall asleep while doing my homework that my mother caught me and thought i slept for dont know how many hours and not even bathing.
then the lecture startss... then when i decided to keep quiet cause i dont want to be in a bad mood she scolds me for keeping quiet because im feeling guilty.
rahhhhhh. life is soooooo unpredictable.
sometimes i feel like twisting her and twist and twist and twist....

why cant for once hear me.

black&white makes grey. @11:11 PM

Monday, March 10, 2008

heh. overslept today and woke up at noon.
wasted half a day and i couldnt do any of my homework i had planned to do.
so i think i might burn midnight oil.
the fact that i cant sleep cause i slept too much keeps me awake (:
went to amk macs today for 3hours of theory,
my teacher nearly drive me crazy when she said that she wanted me to do 5 test papers in an hour.
anyways i did went crazy after that (:
went maryanne's house.
took 86 from amkhub and i couldnt sleep cause i didnt know which bus stop to alight and i was afraid that i will miss.
then i anyhow guess a bus stop through memory. and luckily it was the correct one.
hehheh.
and i didnt know how to walk to lilac so when i nearly wanted to call a taxi andrea called me but then in the end she couldnt fetch me there.
so i called samuel and he brought me there.
its great to have so many friends living there (: heh heh.
next time lost also got help line to call.
cause there are a lot of junctions and can get lost easily. (:
thanks samuel anyways!
went maryanne's house to complete the humans project.
i arrived just in time for dinner -_-
then stayed to do the project till 10 (:
so now i shall go complete my amths homework!

losing is a kind of winning (:

black&white makes grey. @11:37 PM

Sunday, March 9, 2008

i was in a reflective mood yesterday since i was bored at suntec.
then it suddenly came to my mind that i havent show my ppr to my parents.
i dont think i will do that till the last day of school.
it has always been like that.
anyways this term wasnt very fantastic. a bit of joy a lot of unhappiness.
sucks. i didnt expect much but i didnt expect it to be that range,
now im going to have a hour lecture.
today had church and i cant make it to joel's party!
cause i already had something on :(
went to maryanne's house today to do the humans project.
completed the layout and some stuff here and there. continuing tomorrow.
looks like my holidays are filled up.
i was just reminded i have to study for my theroy exam. ohgosh.
went to watch
the leaps years with jiahui after the meeting cause it was kind of last minute.
we were on the bus that led to amkhub then we decided to watch leaps years. haha
(: smile to the crazy holidays up ahead.
im going to survive! (i hope)

life goes on no matter how hard we fall

black&white makes grey. @10:45 PM

jeez. havent been using the computer for so long.
and my blog is kind of dead too.
anyways its finally the end of the term but the holidays arent that welcoming.
its fully taken up and im so happy it got postpone if not i would have just died.
im suppose to move house on monday but it got delayed to saturday :(
??! i only got two days to settle down and i dont want to screw up my first day of term 2.
cause im not going to drop anymore :D
rahh. i shall find a way to get myself settled down by sunday and sleep early :D
thats the only thing i cant do up till now :D
friday was the last day of school and there were many people's birthday too :D
happy belated to huirou, joel and grace!
and happy birthday to moses :D
school was okay. just that i was rushing a lot of things and dribing myself mad.
i at least managed to get myself through the normal school hours.
then went to the beancurd shop with jiahui and christine and we laughed our heads off.
cause christine was crazy so me and jiahui ran the moment we saw her,
i think that was the hardest part. laughing and runnning.
then she was telling us not to be a pig when she herself wants to take all our food :D
then suddenly this aunt put a bowl of beancurd on our table and me and jiahui look at each other then we all look at christine cause she was laughing and we thought that it was her who ordered it.
it turned out to be esther's one. but christine really looked like she did ordered it.
later she forced us to go to the park with her and we explored for a while.
later ran back to school with her pulling my pinaform.
and christine. you shall cheer up.
cleared section bench and now it looks clean and nice :D
went to njc concert. elaine!
haha. i love the songs!! so nice :D
then we walked for very long and i became tired cause my bag was kinda heavy.
went home on the bus. i expected it to be empty but in the end me haiching christine sijia kialin had to stand all the way home :(
haiching was waiting for her bus and christine too. i was waiting for my mum.
then sijia came over when haiching was gone.
and somehow christine me and sijia went home at the same time.
like when my mum came, christine's bus came so sijia also went home.
cool ehh? haha
today was damn nervous cause i was having va duty and i think i made a lot of mistakes though chrysan said i did better than her at that time.
i think i did worse than the previously time :(
but nevermind. i shall work hard :D
and i love today's message. quite inspiriing :D
haha. now im addicted to lion king 1 and 2 :D
i love all their song tracks and i love the show too!
yay! off to get some things done :D

i know its minor
but i dont want to go through that
alone. why

black&white makes grey. @12:20 AM

Sunday, March 2, 2008

and did i managed to you how small my computer screen suddenly came and how all the wordings are so small till they look like ants running on my screen.
so if there are a lot ot typos here.
dont blame me :D
its a wonder how sijia can give cds in plastic bags huh.
i hope she is the only one man.
and i was suppose to mention this last year
but i only remembered it now.
weiyun says that ants breed on water.
i wonder what kind of ants she was thinking about :D
yay. i think im too free to post so much.
off to my homework :D

black&white makes grey. @9:36 PM

haha. studying too much of bio can turn you into a crazy nut.
but i shant embarrass myself here and tell you how it did :D
im niceeeee. to myself (heh)
anyways i wanted my march archieves so i randomly post here.
quite a long time since i posted anyways.
ONE MORE WEEK AND I CANT PLAY :(
cause the holidays are going to be packed with. moving boxes, piano exams, homework, maybe band, aissgnments, blahhhh. everything that is related to school.
and why is it only one week of holiday :(
so little cause i got a lot of things to do.
im going to turn into a sleepless owl soon. *hoot hoot*
yay! im happy with myself cause i managed to study all my test :D
and im starting to like bio :D :D
i shall aces science. heh heh heh
friday went for movie with almost the whole section.
missing a few people :D
watched L CHANGE THE WORLD.
i was freezing in the cinema lehh. i never remembered that i needed to bring a jacket
anyways. nice show hahha. the person sitting beside me was errr. crazy.
haha. cause when the scary part came out christine was tugging my shirt.
im thankful i didnt wear the hole-ly one or it would just have gotten bigger :D
saturday and sunday are church days.
but i have been sleeping a lot recently. maybe trying to catch up on my sleep :D
hahaha. one more week to go before i can start breathing normally again :D
JIAYOU!!

i really want to forget it.

black&white makes grey. @9:14 PM