time will make a hero surface within

Sunday, July 29, 2007

ahaha!! today i was finally early for church.

considering the fact that i slept at 3.30am yesterday. was talking to a BORED sinbing.

haha! i like the sermon today. definitely funny and enriching.yay!

and sorry that i made you guys wait for me for like dunno how long. opps!

im a gecko lar. i can't finish what i ought to finish yesterday though i still slept at an unearthly

hour.

it sucks.

but anyways, i will try to finish all my homework by 7 today so i can study for my tests at night

and haha. sleep early:D

and i seriously have to stop embarrassing myself in front of everybody.

its driving me crazy and i myself wonder how i even do that.

and i miss drills. i hope that friday will have drills.

talk to a few people at 1am yesterday. im quite sursprise that they are even online at that hour

and i realised that a lot of people like to bathe at 1am.

reason? i also dont know

but the best is still weiyun, who actually bath at 4am on one fine morning/night.

gee. and i havent started on any of my projects

i think im trying to kill myself. or maybe my brain.

i love seaweed!!

ok, ignore that. it was random.

anyways, i'll just accept that fact that i need to work extra hard to get my extra marks that i

want.

seetoopid homework.. here i come:D

p/s: doing homework is a blessing but too much homework will kill. get it?

black&white makes grey. @4:08 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

everything was so upsidedown.
and the fact that i could not go for CG outing make it even worse.
i was looking forward to it by the way.
i thought of going to the park to sort out my thoughts but i had no time.
so much tests, assignments and work.
is the school trying to kill me??!
im determined to finish all by today even if it meant sleeping at unearthly hours.
anyways today is a weekend, so i can to that.
ahahah.. i got my water babies!! weiyun gave some to me[smiles]
i shall watch them reproduce till the tank is full..
i still cannot concentrate on my work.. i still keep wandering around.
i think im going to fail the 3 tests and my PPR will deprove then i will get killed by grown-ups?
was that logic??
ahwells, i hope i wouldnt screw up in front of miss sia on tues
im not exactly planning to get kill
and i still can't play spartans. which is bad.
feeling kind of down. somehow somewhere.
yesterday's art was quite funny. it cheered me up at least.
not that i was sad or anything but haha. it was fun.
half the group did the fabric thing and the other half did the uniform thing.
i was doing the uniform thing. since that the helpers were on the other team i decided to put
myself in the other team. ahah
the other team was fun too, just that they dont smile.
so SMILE:D
then the uniform people were supposed to write comments on each others drawings.
most of my comments were negative that means i have to imporve on my drawings.
but i think my drawing sucks.
then we were instructed to "spy" on the other half of the group.
i was happy with my group:Dcheers!
they were very co-operative though at some point they float to LALA land.
haha. i love my group:D
then miss lin told us a ghost story.
many were tramatised..
i find it funny till the last part where it was a little morbid lar..
haha. but life goes on.
tmr im going to church. yay! then i wil come back and study.
gosh~ and i still cant believe that i stupidly voluntered for english.. rah
i cant stand the way you stare at people and scold them .
who do you think you are?!
not that i have any encounters with you but ya.. thats just the way it is
i cannot fail anymore!
jia you!

black&white makes grey. @9:06 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

my blog is dead. it was meant to be-its not link to anyones-
today was quite a tiring day. and again, i reached school at 7.
its considered late for me cos i seemed to have a lot of admin work to do.
and i realised that i cant survived without breakfast. the hunger kills me.
and its getting extremely cold these few days and apparently i always forget to bring a jacket.
RESULT:: i freeze during lessons.
its not really nice to be in that stupid situation and i feel weird.
tests come and go like wind and worst.. i failed my compo by 2. shit!
i hate myself for term 3 lar..
simply. im not really studying for tests; i sleep wherever i go; i sleep at unearthly hours;
i pull through a hectic school life with only three hours of sleep; im not doing my best; my tone
sucks; i dont get a thing on what the teachers are saying and much more.
in short: i hate my attitude and im going to change it!!
today, i stupidly voluntered myself to do the english phrase thing on monday.
this was what happened:::
during prayer time, i managed to fall asleep[seriously]
after that, english teacher started talking, i wasnt taking notice of wat she was saying.
to get myself out of my sleepyness, i rise my hand.
then i realise that i have just voluntered myself.
gosh! im one dumb kid.
and i mean it literally too. i suck in maths.. i cant get those formulas in me tiny brain.
jia xian is a inhumanly genius.
today had band. a funny sight indeed.
before that, there was squad talk. not much of a result. in fact our squad is BIG but NO opinions
were sounded out. and choo was taking things too hard.
cheer up, choo!
we were supposed to have drills however, the seniors need to practise for national day so
byebye drills.
instead, the sec1s had self prac for three whole hours. yay! enough time to learn dinish spartans!
thats happy but the sad fact is that i can only play up to part E when combine.
and since i cant bring my instrument home, i will practise my fingerings
i hope that helps. if not im dead.
and i wonder how the news about me having a blog spread so quickly..
i realised that i play icy tower when i feel like sleeping cos everytime i nearly fall,
i will have a "heart attack". it keeps me awake!
but i dont think its a good thing. so i shall rely on chocolates and coffee instead!
cheese:D the boring life of mine
ps: cant wait for cg outingXD

black&white makes grey. @11:37 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

today was a hectic day for me
1 of 10 days where i woke up late and needed to rush to school
only to find out that i was quite early..
RAHHH
but rather early than late:D
haha.. as usually, time pass very quickly and soon will be the next dawn..
ans the sad fact is that im not going to the HCI concert because my parents just refuse to allow me to for no reason... a sad fact
BOO
and im sadder because im going to miss band and i dont really like missing it!!
but im planning to rush back from the swimming complex for a half an hour or so self prac..
thats more comforting for me..
dumb dumb swimming support thingy...
WHY MUST BE ON TUESDAY WHERE I HAVE TO MISS BAND!!!!

black&white makes grey. @2:01 AM

Sunday, July 8, 2007

goodness me!!
why do i always have the feeling that i am going to move house soon??
can someone tell me??
i think i perfectly know why..
this past few weeks, people have been coming to my house and started looking around..
by the way, the agent is their guide so i just carrying on with my normal day life.
and then they started looking high and low; up and down
and all sorts of things followed..
" this house has 3 rooms in the second level. GOOD!!"
"this house is quite big"
"this toliet is connected to this room[my room]"
and blah blah blahh..
this is how i got the impression that im going to move house and simply to say
I DO NOT WANT TO!!
because i have many good friends here and i have many beautiful memories
and great goshness me, i like this place.
maybe im not going to move.
maybe i would.. shoots!!
anyways i shall think otherwise..
my parents havent look for a new house so..
i shall DRAG and DRAG
muahahahha

black&white makes grey. @5:44 PM

i woke up at eight today and goodness me i was late for church.
in fact i was never early
so i had to sit in the over flow
[another room which you only watch two televisions]
not that its boring or watsoever but i feel it doesnt have the atmosphere.
then went to eat sakea sushi!! haha
and then my mum graciously went to buy me new clothes!!
haha
i don't know why i still have time to blog when im suppose to do my homework.
because i have to go for dinner at 6 later on to celebrate my second cousin's homecoming from UK and my first cousin on becoming a official dentist!!
congratulations!!
and i have to thank wei yun for playing a part in helping me make this blog so::::
thank you weiyun!!!!

black&white makes grey. @2:43 PM

hello!! welcome to my blog!
its a little messy..
in fact, its very messy!!
haha
trying to sort things out here so in the mean time..
dont visit me..
haha

black&white makes grey. @12:28 AM