lols. pastor dave just talked about fences not long ago. i should be sleeping now but im so troubled with i have no idea what i cant sleep. i didnt think im productive this weekend. half done geog graded and nothing else done. i dont feel good about it but its just so hard to try doing it. yahh. sometimes i wish my mum would just stop her comparison with others. so what if chinese mum dont praise their child often. wah. its so damn irritating. sometimes im really wondering if the life im living now is really what i wanted. be it studies or my thoughts. i dont know why i get so easily affected by things nowadays. i hate the way i am now ): its like i keeping having this want to go back to what i was 7 years ago. that isnt a good sign. really.. i think im starting to stop recognising myself. they always say this is the time to get to know yourself better. but i think the more i get to know myself the more i hate it. sometimes the grass really really seems better on the other side.
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black&white makes grey. @1:21 AM
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Rachel Lee Rui Qian
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Ex Pri 1/2 justice
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Ex Pri 5 hope
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previously Sec 1grace2007
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St Nicholas Girls’ School
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Bartley Christian Church
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