had POP meeting today. got all the planning and materials settled. only left a bit of the making. coming to think of it, its going to be a hell lot busy these 2 weeks before the school actually ends but im feeling so siann of school already. its not just my studies that i feel so irritated about. theres also other matters and what not. i dont know how i'll react when it eventually turns true but like whatever. i shall try to focus on things that need me to. the rest is up to the future to decide. (: damn it, im freaking annoyed with myself. im either so unproductive if not i get stupid headaches that get me so irritated. then what happens in the end? i lose all my sleep. i think im a much much much much happier girl when i first came into secondary. although secondary life is like uber fun, its also damn demoralising. im getting sadder by the day larh. its not a good sign!
tomorrow's longing seems to be so hard yet today seems horrible.
black&white makes grey. @10:20 PM
JUST ME!
Rachel Lee Rui Qian
RAH- chel
260494
Ex Pri 1/2 justice
Ex Pri 3/4 Charity
Ex Pri 5 hope
Ex Pri 6 wisdom
previously Sec 1grace2007
previously Sec 2truth2008
currently Sec 3wisdom2009
St Nicholas Girls’ School
YELLOWhouse
SNSB[ET]
Tubist
Pianist
Bartley Christian Church
Christian
FrontLine Youths [F.L.Y]
visual-audio
