oh shoots.
im 3 mins late.
weiyun's irthday is over.
sorry weiyun.
hmmm. i started on my studies.
not a lot though.
cause i have no motivation.
eveytime i find my motivation, my mum erasers it all away.
i want to do my work. i want to mug.
but i cant. somehow. i wasn't what i used to be
i used to be study straight for 4hours and enjoying it so much.
i want that. A LOT. especially now.
when the review tests are here.
but now. everytime i study for lika an hour, i feel so no life
and just feel like throwing everything away.
sighs. life goes on.
i will buck up.
i will get all my A1s back.
i dont care if i study for 24hours straight.
im not going to care if i have eaten or not.
im going to study.
im going to pass,
im going to make my parents proud.
you say you wanted me to do well.
but you never gave me your support.
when i get good marks
you ask me if i cheat.
if i didnt meet your expectations.
you scold me like i just killed someone.
what do you want me to do.
i have a limit.
if you didnt know that.
black&white makes grey. @12:06 AM
