Thursday, August 23, 2007
it was a sweet fairytale
a fairytale that i dont want to stop reading
a fairytale that i want to continue believeing.
but now i know that its not true
whats the use of believeing in it.
a stupid lie that worked its way through me for 12 years
a stupid lie that i believed when i was born
a stupid lie that i will continue to believe in
a stupid lie that i worried so much about
a stupid lie.
i dont know why i still do that
wasting money and time
i shouldnt have continue but
i dont want to show my disappointment
that unwillingness to continue on
but i'll wait..
Dont bother about what i wrote up there. its just my random ramblings.
and so many PPRs were given back during the week. though i got 2 good ones.
i realised that i never felt that sense of joy that my hardwork paid off
cause i know that at the end of the day, i'll still be at square one.
haha. im not unhappy. i make myself clear. they are just something that i happened to think about
black&white makes grey. @11:26 PM
