hahello world!
i got my PPR back today. im not sure if i should laugh or cry.
laugh because i got higher than 65%
cry because i got quite low compared to my brother and last term's %
so. how can i do both at the same time.
hmm. im still not planning to tell my mum that i got back my PPR.
i shall see one day by one day.
today was extremely fantastic.
with the simple fact that i enjoyed all my lessons today was kind of amazing. but yeah.
thanks to everybody who encouraged me:))
hmm. yeah. and im not going to BREAK.
music lessons were the best cause we slack like for the whole lesson.
chui lao shi was nice enough to allow us to play during her lessons.
yay. but something unpleasant did happen. but i shall not say.
all i can say is that i seriously dont know what to do when a conflict breaks out.
im not being a good monitor:((
sad.sad.sad
and how did madam lee know that i was weak in ALGREBRA.??!
she doesnt teach me maths.
o.O and for assembly today. we had a talk on self-harm.
i WAS ok with the topic at first. then i started to feel disgusted and felt like vomitting.
partly due to not eating my recess well and partly due to what it reminded me of in the hospital.
i went through it like a thousand and i rather choose to not remember the feeling.
cause it sucks.
then today during band, there was no sec3s and so sec2s and 1s were combining.
i was demoted to "very bad" when i played my tuning note. sighs
time to work even harder
then we played singapore rhapsody. and haha. i managed to survived.
well. it was ok lar. cause half the time i was sight reading and learning.
and hmmm. i shall somehow train myself to blow my tuba louder. i think i sound like a cat now. opps.
ohh! cat reminded me of what happened today.
we were having english literature when suddenly when heard this "meowwwwww"
and then we all turn and saw a black cat.
apparently, a teacher was trying in vain to catch it.
hmm. then my mind was back on the lesson. im set to mugging mode!! yay
and so back to band.
our section finally has a turner:)) hello tuner. but i shall not rely too much on the tuner, hmm.
and i need to buy new socks. my old ones are dying terribly:?
hahaha. we are going to spend quality time with miss sia on tues and thursday of school holidays but im not coming on thurs, why>
dont need to tell. those who know will know. those who dont will not. ahha
so simple. yay.
but yeah. i dont know if im supposed to cry or laugh that im not coming for band and leaving christine to be playing on her own. sorry girl:(
and my angel and mortal havent give me anything. thats so saddening. when will my letter come??
haha. i shall go sleep now. ta-ta people.
there is no school tomorrow. how sad. i want to go to school!
tomorrow is like the only day where i want to go to school or more likei need to go to school.
its teacher's day and i want to see my primary side teachers,
ohwells, how sad,
p/s i shall upload pictures soon.
and currently im still talking to chengmei who is brain dead. hmm
black&white makes grey. @1:45 AM
