my blog is dead. it was meant to be-its not link to anyones-
today was quite a tiring day. and again, i reached school at 7.
its considered late for me cos i seemed to have a lot of admin work to do.
and i realised that i cant survived without breakfast. the hunger kills me.
and its getting extremely cold these few days and apparently i always forget to bring a jacket.
RESULT:: i freeze during lessons.
its not really nice to be in that stupid situation and i feel weird.
tests come and go like wind and worst.. i failed my compo by 2. shit!
i hate myself for term 3 lar..
simply. im not really studying for tests; i sleep wherever i go; i sleep at unearthly hours;
i pull through a hectic school life with only three hours of sleep; im not doing my best; my tone
sucks; i dont get a thing on what the teachers are saying and much more.
in short: i hate my attitude and im going to change it!!
today, i stupidly voluntered myself to do the english phrase thing on monday.
this was what happened:::
during prayer time, i managed to fall asleep[seriously]
after that, english teacher started talking, i wasnt taking notice of wat she was saying.
to get myself out of my sleepyness, i rise my hand.
then i realise that i have just voluntered myself.
gosh! im one dumb kid.
and i mean it literally too. i suck in maths.. i cant get those formulas in me tiny brain.
jia xian is a inhumanly genius.
today had band. a funny sight indeed.
before that, there was squad talk. not much of a result. in fact our squad is BIG but NO opinions
were sounded out. and choo was taking things too hard.
cheer up, choo!
we were supposed to have drills however, the seniors need to practise for national day so
byebye drills.
instead, the sec1s had self prac for three whole hours. yay! enough time to learn dinish spartans!
thats happy but the sad fact is that i can only play up to part E when combine.
and since i cant bring my instrument home, i will practise my fingerings
i hope that helps. if not im dead.
and i wonder how the news about me having a blog spread so quickly..
i realised that i play icy tower when i feel like sleeping cos everytime i nearly fall,
i will have a "heart attack". it keeps me awake!
but i dont think its a good thing. so i shall rely on chocolates and coffee instead!
cheese:D the boring life of mine
ps: cant wait for cg outingXD
black&white makes grey. @11:37 PM
